luckycharm's rants and rambles.

DeadDisco · Last edited by DeadDisco on Thu Feb 22, 2007 4:37 pm; edited 2 times in total

So I'm just making a thread to throw all my rantings in. It's easier than making a bunch of different topics. I really don't care if anyone reads this. I should probably just get a blog instead, but I like f18.

Thurs. Feb. 22, 2007
Leave me allooooonne. I know you're happy you got a webcam (even though you had one before) but you don't need to go on every time I talk to you on msn. And I'm not going on mine. I don't care if you think it'll bring us closer and make me want to be with you. It doesn't. We're not going to have a relatiosnhip. I already said no! Twice! And quit calling me a silly girl!! FUCKKKKKKKK

Fri. Feb. 2, 2007
So right now I'm in a really shitty mood. A few hours ago I just kind of broke up with my potential boyfriend. We weren't actually together yet since there were some complications. So I finally got the guts to say something. And so yeah I was feeling pretty bad about that, seeing as I hurt his feelings. Even if he won't admit it.
And then just now my brother was being an ass. He came down and just demanded the computer. And expected me to get off. We agreed that we'd each get max 2 hours of computer time until we had to give it to the other person who hadn't had it yet. So he got it first, for 2 hours, then gave it to me. I had it for an hour and then I had to go eat, and then my dad was on it. So after I went on again, I had been on for about 2 and a half hours in total, and he came down and demanded the computer. I said no, because I was having an important conversation with some people (my friend, and that guy), and that if he could wait 10 minutes, I'd be done. But he wouldn't. He just kept saying how I should give it to him since I already had it for 2 hours. But after the 2 hours, we can have it for longer, and I don't have to give it to him automatically. So it was just really stupid and frusterating and put me in a really bad mood.
So now I have a headache and I feel kind of crappy and I almost want to cry.
Thanks for listening if you did. I just really needed to get that out.

Sun. Jan. 14, 2007
I guess if i think about it, it doesn't actually make me thaaaaaaaaat mad, but I feel the need to let it all out.
So today was my school's winter formal (gr.12 dance and supper). So I go out and buy a dress, and shoes and accessories plus a ticket for the dance. I get my self all prettied up and go to the dance.
The supper which was first wasn't that great. It was a buffet. A really crappy one at that. Then after what was supposed to be a 15 minute wait for the set up of the dance (which was actually like half an hour), we go in to dance. A bunch of people (1/4 -1/2 of the people) left the dance, which didn't really bug me, since none of them were people I'd miss. None of my friends dance. I mean, they dance but not like all out, have a good time dance.. which kind of brings you down. Plus, the songs suck. There were way too many slow songs (and I didn't bring an escort). Even though I danced with guys, there were just too many slow songs. And all the fast upbeat songs really sucked. So after 2 hours into the dance, my friends and I decide to bail and go out for drinks which was fun, but I was still dissapointed by our dance.
Oh, also, there were 4 other people with the same dress as me. Luckily mine was the only one in it's colour, but still.. I wish my dress was the only one.
So yeah, it was kind of a dissappointing night. I hope our grad banquet goes a lot better than this.
Oh, I almost forgot. The entertainment. During the supper we were supposed to have entertainment.. it was just going to be people from our school who auditioned, and maybe our choir or band or something. It was actually one person. Who played one song. That was it.
Anyway, if you read this, thanks, I really needed to just get it out.
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_Bee_ · Fashionista Joined: 09 Jan 2007 Posts: 61 Smiles: +2 384

sorry to hear it was a bummer
It's always a drag when people have the same dress as you but as you said at least you had a different color. I hate it when things are made up to be so great but in reality they're a let down, kinda brings you down, but at least you stuck it out for awhile and i'm sure there were some fun parts...maybe? lol
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camita · Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 6:08 pm Post subject:

I too need to vent.

I hate having to make desicions about what I'm going to do after I graduate. It's so stressful, and my parents are forcing me to apply for about a billion scholarships..when I haven't even decided if I WANT to go to university next year. What I really would like is to travel for a year. Wouldn't THAT be nice?
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DeadDisco · Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 10:53 am Post subject:

^ I would definatly LOVE to travel for a year first. If only money didn't matter.
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