cutting...

eltramposa_13 · Fashionista Joined: 24 Dec 2006 Posts: 59 Smiles: +2 3776

Oh god.
I've cut myself, yea, and here's something I've never really admitted: I DID IT FOR ATTENTION I'M SORRY.

let me go die in a hole now.
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t3hmimo · Posted: Thu Sep 06, 2007 8:39 pm Post subject:

^ ... xDDD awww. really... for attention? I'd be so scared to do that ~

Umm not me, almost did ONCE but never went through with it bcoz I can't look at that. But I get why people do it. Some people are so numb that it makes them feel real. Or that the pain overrides their emotional pain. It's a very personal and sad thing. Self mutilation~ harming your own body, your home~

._. not that I haven't had times where I've felt like that. I do, a lot, but not when Im sad. When Im sad, I just feel like crying. I want to hurt myself/other things the most when Im angry. Like freaky crazy angry.

Though I usually just end up throwing pillows...
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boarderlinefrenzy · Posted: Sun Nov 18, 2007 6:45 pm Post subject:

_TNA_ · Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 5:27 pm Post subject:

Ewww, nope! I have better things to do if i am upset, like shop or hang out with my friends!

But, this one girl who goes to my school (this was in grade 8? i think) reallly like good charlotte. and some guys were being all like "ewwww good charlotte sucks,etc". And i guess she REALLLLLLY liked them, so she CARVED it on her arm! Like what posseses a person to do this? I guess for attention, but like EW.

that_gurl8 · Supermodel Joined: 27 Dec 2007 Posts: 865 Smiles: +30 810

No, i never did it. And I'm never gonna do it.
Cause I hate blood, and thinking about cutting myself just makes me sick.

But I really feel bad for people who do it, sometimes some of them are going through a tough time and I guess they don't really have anyone to talk or they think that if they ended their relationship with someone it's end of the world and that that one person was meant for them. w/e.
But I know some people who would do it just for attention. And it makes me dislike them, cause I think it's pretty pathetic.
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Azuzephere · Fashionista Joined: 26 Dec 2007 Posts: 99 Smiles: +1 212

I used to. Well, I only actually bled maybe 2-3 times. Other times I would just inflict pain on myself.

I'm not exactly sure how to explain it. I think it's different for every person. Some people do it because they find it's the only way to get out their emotions. Some people do it for attention. And some for curiosity.

I remember when I cut myself, I didn't care what I cut myself with, just that I saw something resulting from my actions. Sort of like having control over one thing. I think Eminem sums it up in Stan too. "Sometimes I cut myself just to see how much it bleeds. It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me."

When you're depressed, you don't really feel anything besides emptiness/sadness/anger. It varies from day to day. But you can't do anything about it, except in some cases, cutting. Not that it's productive or beneficial in any way.

I think essentially everyone does it for attention, in some form or other. Not like a full blown media-covered-therapy-session kind of thing, just so SOMEONE will notice and care about them.

My best friend was really serious about it though. But that was back when I didn't know her. In her case, it wasn't like her life was a hellhole, she just felt depressed. The same thing for me. I think everyone goes through it.

They just need to remember things will get better, and that cutting is not going to solve anything. Getting help is always the best solution, although letting your emotions out in another way is good too. Like painting/writing/screaming/sports.

Hah sorry. I got carried away. But those are my two cents.
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Puddingcup. · Posted: Fri Jan 11, 2008 11:07 pm Post subject:

to tell you the truth, I've thought about it
I've gotten close to cutting...
just 'cause of my father, I loathe him. I wish he'd go jump off a bridge at most times.
he doesn't trust or listens to me, and he blames everything on me.

I've just decided if I want to hurt myself, I'll poor candle wax on myself.
it won't leave anything permanent.
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