Just need to vent

boonie_ · Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 3:41 am Post subject: Just need to vent

This really has been a crappy start to a year. Like, I'm happy because I finally found a boyfriend who is there for me through all of it. But I wish I didn't have to watch what's going on around me.

Last month a guy died that I wasn't really all that close to, but my friends were effected and that wasn't great. But like 3 days ago a guy died that I've been going to school with since I was tiny. He has my little boyfriend in grade 5 and I worked with him all this summer. He was really a nice guy, except when he was around his asshole friends.. last thursday he called my boyfriend a faggot, atleast I think it was him - it was dark and they were on the other side of the bridge. They call everyone names, it wasn't only us.. they were just always assholes like that. But it just kills me to know he's gone and it all happened so fast.. knowing that he was actually a good guy. I don't know how to feel about it. Angry that he was a prick to everyone in school, but an absolute hilarious guy when he was just by himself.

And yesterday me and my friend were driving, she was driving.. and she got distracted and her car almost went down over a cliff type thing, but she looked up when I screamed and ripped the car back onto the road and it was spinning everywhere and well it just basically scared the shit out of me. No one was hurt though, we haven't told many people because of what happened to Brandon a few days ago - he died from a car accident. His best friend accidentally hit his car. And my best friend is flipping out now because she's so scared something would've happened to me and she keeps apologizing..

Not to mention me ad my dad are fighting like cats and dogs.
And I dropped my flippin chocolate on the pavement and it's all scratched now.

Mehhhhh
Just talk to me, tell me how shitty your month has been
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Shanti · Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 4:18 pm Post subject:

Awww... I'm so sorry that all this is happening to you and you are feeling overwhelmed. I don't know if it's just me, or if October is a really crappy month, because I've heard more people pissed off than happy so far at least.
Condolences to him and his family.

I really hope things turn out better, at least October is almost over, and that your friend learned a lesson.

*hugsss*

pink · Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 3:48 pm Post subject:

awww im sorry
for some reason oct. seems to e a bad month
maybe because of the weather change? i think thats why im in a grumpy mood for the last week although im NEVER evereverever EVER grumpy
i wish all the best for you him, his family and for everyone at F18!
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